no. matter. what. gone down in flames

I think I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. Just got out of my meeting w/ Dr. R. He had a lot of good stuff to say but it is clear that I have several more hours of work to put into my long draft. As soon as he left the room, I started sobbing. I am too tired for this.

I have been tired and groggy all day and have not worked on my short paper, which I still hope to get done by noon tomorrow. I am going to sleep and getting up again in 5-6 hours. I am even turning the volume down on my phone and resorting to some of the meds I have left from Dr. McMullen. I hope to be in a better state of mind (one in which I am able to write) by the time I wake up.

I will also be working on Sunday. No rest for the weary.