I am trying so, so hard not to freak out. I didn't get anywhere with my portfolio papers today, and I'm still trying and still unable to get anywhere. I've had this block--this fear and anxiety--all day and the later it gets, the worse it gets. And the worst thing is that I don't have anyone to talk to about it who really understands what I'm going through. I'm tired and just want to sleep and relax but I can't...this is really wearing on me. I don't know what to do.
My advisor would say, "Freaking out is not a rhetorical response to the situation. You don't have time for a block. You just have to do it." But guess what? My emotions aren't rhetorical, and I am an extremely emotional person. This is getting to be too much and I'm afraid I'm going to break. I wish someone could help me, but I know there's nothing anyone can do. What can I do? How am I going to get through this? Can someone save me from this weekend and just let this nightmare be over???
Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.
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