restless

restless
my mind is racing
it can't sit still
though my body belies this fact with its calm appearance

i want to pace
i want to move
my mind jumps
thought to thought, image to image
no coherence

"don't make me think!"

organization is superimposed
unnatural
like strapping me down
when all i want to do is run

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I'm pretty restless today, especially since my "partner" for a presentation I'm supposed to give next week and a reading guide and discussion we're supposed to distribute tomorrow missed our meeting last week and hasn't responded to my emails since. Meaning? I'm having to do all of the work to make sure I get a good grade (or just a grade, even). Not good form when you're at the Master's level in your education, as she is. Ugh. And I've been having trouble concentrating these last couple of days, which doesn't help. But Al's coming to see me on Friday, so I'll get through it. I have to!

Happy Monday.